a personal blog · est. 2026

remix
your brain.
remix your life.

a blog about music, memory, ADHD, and the records that raised me. track-by-track essays, scene memory, and unmasking in public — from a bedroom DJ who finally took the mask off.

nj
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track-by-track·scene memory·unmasking in public·pirate radio years·liner notes·the dopamine deck·
track-by-track·scene memory·unmasking in public·pirate radio years·liner notes·the dopamine deck·
track-by-track·scene memory·unmasking in public·pirate radio years·liner notes·the dopamine deck·
track 01 · now spinning

the writing

essays from the booth, the bedroom, and the years in between.

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2026.09.17·unmasking
unmasking

mattress back king of the blackfeet

the years i mixed records before i learned to mask.

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2026.04.30·scene memory
scene memory

horizon radio, october 1981, a girl with a radio under her pillow

a love letter to the pirate airwaves, forty years late.

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2026.10.02·track-by-track
coming soon

10 tracks that changed my life

not the best records ever made. the ten that actually rearranged me — one per turning point, in the order they got me.

coming soon →
track 02 · b-side

the unmasking

she was a bedroom DJ in the 80s — beat-matching cassettes before she had words for why her brain wouldn't quit. decades of masking. one diagnosis. njremix is where she writes it down — memory as the source material, music as the throughline.

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